"Hm?" The question of a sound was followed almost immediately by: "Oh! Right, him too, I guess, but I meant Cal. Not thinking he deserves to be happy, it's a helluva thing to get over, and last I checked he was holding onto it way tighter than I ever did, but it was still something I held onto for longer than I should have."

A little shake of his head, settling back again, "Don't even think it's totally gone, either. Just not as present as it used to be."